RAINBOW^

“Rainbow”.... the word is more romantic than the rain filled days, a charming aura of nature beckoning some exquisite dimensions. How many of the spectators do actually judge, “It's made of white sunlight refracted through water or any other medium with a given refractive index and dispersed into its constituent colour components at different angles”. Can you really be in agreement that the real definition behind the vista makes any sense when the desire for romance reaches on top under an umbrella bringing two hearts close to each other? This is what they say “the colours of life”. The portrayal of each occasion may be different but you just need to find a gesture to ride out the moments happily and craft some sweet memories for future.

So experience the most wonderful colours of life, the colours of “Love”. Of late, I felt those colours come all in one shot and I've added and skipped something in life.I had tough times with my confusions that whether I’ve got a companion to walk with or had lost a friend; would it always be my love and care for her or would it appear to be obstruction on her independence and the questions have neither an answer nor an end at occasion? And then one fine day I tried to evaluate the colours and the Rainbow of love averred, “Love is friendship set on fire, especially when it rains!” What if I say is sometimes it doesn't matter how long you've known a person. If he/she had you smile since beginning never let him/her go. Life is too short to make up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Love them unconditionally.

When you smile, life seems so beautiful to me. When I look into your eyes, it’s hard to turn away. You have got a hug that takes away all my worries, a voice that makes my mood lively, a kiss that makes my heart beat faster, and a persona that awakes immense respect in my heart. Your laugh takes my breath away in joy! I feel like the luckiest person in the world being the closest to your heart. If this is called love then I love you a lot! I wanna fall for it. If it changes my life let it, because if the new is you, I’d love to long for it. As in certain somewhere I had read, “Love is like standing on wet cement; the longer you stay the harder it is to leave and you can never let go without leaving your foot prints behind.” I want my foot prints with you.

XoXo :) :*

Ambiguity? Get the drift more INTENSE...

Hello friends, happy weekend to all, in conclusion no study crash for next two days! Wow!

A few days back my eyes caught the fancy of a word string, “No body has ever complained of a parachute not opening!” Lol! But the ideology behind is just awesome! No body has ever whined of such a parachute doesn’t connote that the injured party took loads of pleasure in Newton’s law of gravity! Thing is he knows well that if he can’t put his brain into operation at the occasion fortune must put a full stop to his life for sure. So instead of complaining or remaining silent and watching the undesirable or wasting time in ridiculous it would be much better attempting some brain stuff or aerobics and obviously if anybody can help then ask for the help right away. If we can get the picture very easily when we see a peril in front of us, then why not in every day life?

Let me be a little short and snappy.
Things might look much better from another angle..'-) The person who is always smiling doesn't mean that he has no problem. But the smile shows that he has the ability to overcome the problems, isn’t it? It has a great assistance the other way. How if I enjoin is actually, often people have reliance in keeping their grief hidden inside or thrash about themselves. But the fact is it’s not viable. Whatever you feel inside, will eventually come out a day through frustration, antipathy, bitterness, even anger or through some other bodily processes and facial expressions that our body reflects. But is it only an individual consequence? No, in point of fact there are a lot of simultaneous upshots. It might happen when you let yourself regulated by others (to whom you feel that you shouldn’t say a ‘No’) or when your dear ones start tracing your faults or problems and counsels you. Naively their incessant recommendation starts annoying you. Every now and then they suggest something that you might not be in agreement with. So you start putting things and emotions out of their sight. But the most unsolicited episodes go on when the other person knows about it. But what to do! You were just cheesed off with all these shares and cares or cheats and sheets!

It’s true the world has become quite independent and everyone wants to be a little liberated. I myself believe in people, their intrinsic ability to think, feel, solve problems and take care of themselves. But experience the righteousness of contributing your love neither your grief nor heartache. What I reckon is everybody has been taught to believe; believe in God and if there is a deity, then also believe in demon, believe in this and believe in that, but has not been taught to know. That’s where ppl skipped. ‘Trust’ is the result of the experiment ‘Know’ and unless you know, you can’t be liberated. So if you can’t trust it is better to doubt. In doubt you can never feel fulfilled and a day or other you’ll start seeking how to go beyond and finally the ‘know’ (knowledge) you’ll get is the concrete ‘belief’.

Wrestle with your problem! If you need help then ask for help, and then if you don’t believe in their opinions in that case doubt in their opinions. Know whether they are right or wrong! Make them understand you; make them realize your feelings, make them know what type of person you are actually and what you like and don’t like. Learn to say no to the things you don’t like. By doing this you are not going to hurt anyone to be more precise you’re just supporting yourself in the ways that work. Interact with the person in the ways that work. If you feel like the interaction is transporting to lines of reasoning then stop there. Give the other person sometime. By this even you’ll be able to judge the person. If the person is really a welcoming one then eventually he/she will understand you. Brush against the sweet feelings of being cared. Interaction’s the right staging of your intellect. Your heart will guide you. If your intellect is the car then heart is the driver who steers you. So try to see with your heart’s eyes. Experience the goodness that you can furnish and have round from others.

All I’ve sensed somewhere in my life. I often tried to see my life in a really large photo frame, but always an ambiguity bargained in its layout, but the ambiguity kept me overwhelming! So I chose to find a lovely background to support my life in a charming approach and then to blend the photo into the background. It has never been easy to find the precious entities. However, although I had felt weary, I was able to find the sweetest background. People say, “Be thankful when you are tired.” I’m so so much thankful to the special someone to amalgamate in my life by colourful means and to emulate the gentle swirls of it in an inspiring way.

xoxo :) :*

True Love Starts Somewhere...

So one of the most beautiful days of my life came at the end of the day. So many planning and so many enthusiasms and all of a sudden all the planning changed. But a big thank you to your roomies and special thanks goes to Miss Sweety Jain! :-P But she is really going to miss you today. The most hilarious mania is that we both are conveying moral support to each other, “Its okay re.... we’ll celebrate it together next time for sure!”, however! Lol!

Sweetheart...

Here’s wishing your special day brings you all that you’ve wished for. I know I’m not by your side celebrating your unique day with you.... but I want to make you feel special in every way I can! So no more senti- demonstrative talks and what we’re going to do is we’ll call some sweet memories to mind those we have gathered as one. Before that

Wishing you a day as precious as you are....

Happy Birthday

Do you remember the day, I was late to the exam and was asked to take the exam sitting next to you? So what had happened actually I was not well prepared for chemistry. However, although I had gone to the exam hall with full of optimism and excitement, I was stuck afresh by the harsh reality of the hall! So like most students I had dreamed a fairy-tale test surrounded by all who were my dear comrades. But all grassed on! The examiner also gave third degree to sit on the FIRST BENCH! As soon as my eyes responded to light rays that reflected off the first bench the rays no more remained as rays, pattern of nerve impulses travelled through my sensory neurons and association neurons. My brain grasped the impulses, explored and accounted it for danger and immediately sent out a message, “STOP! On the bench the person is a GIRL!” Next, the impulses voyaged through my motor neurons and effectors succeeded stock-still my legs and I organically realized that how challenging it is to green light that all this happened within a few seconds! Perhaps that’s why even though doctors off pet overweight books but never tried to chew over mathematics. Whatever, Biology is always a complication for me, you know it well! Lol! Of course I had seen you before but had never given a consideration. That day you were in a suit, I remember. A quantity of ornamentations was given to it and a silk piece of scarf was attached round your neck. As all knows an engineer’s eyes are able enough to catch the contented entities even in flustered circumstances, how could have my eyes behaved strange! A charming cute face, beauty invested on sweet cheeks. A few ringed hairs disposed over ears. Concrete looks (those you can see and feel) were peeping through your specs’ glass. You were ready with your answer sheet and pen. The minute my eyes glimpsed the pen, the flustered circumstances won through contented entities! I usually don’t cheat, but what if you shrieked, “NO WAY! I’M NOT GONNA BE YOUR ACCOMPLICE IN A FELONY!” Gossips.... cheat.... and.... SHEET! I adjudicated, “Nope! No way am I going to sit next to her in this exam.” Finally, sat in the next room and took the paper. But if truth be told I felt weird. I leaned forward on the table, resting my chin on my folded arms, my fingers gripping the table’s edge as I grappled with my emotion, why did I conduct myself ill at ease that time, but couldn’t search out any debate.Same time I thought I must not over act, cause as per the formula of romantic movies, thinking in such posture might escort me to fall in love, Oops! I sat straight. Later, when the examiner knocked the bell causing resonance I messily yet seriously broadcasted to my OMR sheet and some of the surrounding tables, “Whatever we sort it out soon, but for now, I must express regret.” I did ask you sorry also! I lied that just like that I didn’t want to sit! Mostly our talk was easy, one or two activating you easy blushes a moment or two. If you asked again, I probably wouldn’t lie, but I didn’t think you would ask again. I couldn’t remember that time I’d talked so much. More often than not, I felt intentional, certain I must be boring you. But the absolute engagement of your face compelled me to continue to ask one more question, “How was the exam.” That was also over and done with your reply, “It was good!”

Yes at your home, well another story there. Lemme be specific, “My very first day at your home!” You introduced me to uncle and uncle started ragging me, “Hello! I’ve heard a lot about you,” and then to you, “Is he a good boy?” You waggled your head signalling a big yes and then soon he asked to you, “How did you know that?” and we all fell about laughing!



I still remember those days, how I used to play pranks and we used to text each other in aunt’s number at night! How you would stay beside me when I needed you and would share every heartfelt joy of mine. We may have grown up a little more and our relationship now holds a new name but the fond feelings I have for you are still the same, full of gratitude and respect.

Nothing much to say dear.... just one line.... “I love you!”

Happy Birthday once again and many happy returns of the day!

Loads of Love!
XoXo :* :)

Till EteRniTy...

Love then was an occasion of dedicated friendship, we both looked forward to, when little things mattered much and appreciation from you took me to seventh heaven, when the emotions were babyish and eyes of innocence carried in themselves dreams and bonding.

Love now is a mutual source of contentment and perennial joy. A plant nourished with great care and affection, a hope for everlasting togetherness, glaring day by day.

Love forever shall remain unaltered and intense, our legendry love shall occupy respectable and decent theme, setting an example for thousands of lovers all over, by being an immortal relationship!

So leave the fear and liberate yourself from constraints. Be tender, dear, life is to radiate love and care. I will be always with you. I’ll become your shadow when you feel lost. I’ll brush against your body akin to frost breeze in scorching sun. If you are sad, let the tides of grief to die away at me.If anything hurts you, share with me. I’ll try to turn out to be your motivation to smile an extra.

I loved you then, I love you now, and I shall love you forever. This promise I make, and shall fulfil it in totality.


xoxo :) :*

I love you now and until I die...

Never thought so beautiful the feeling could be.
Such wonderful & pure, “Our Love”,
The same asYour name does ratify,
I love you now and until I die...

A hundred hearts will be too few,
To carry all my love for you.
Seek not Sweetheart! For “if” & “why”,
I love you now and until I die...


Let the unnecessary disappears & wishes & denies.
Necessaries may speak: “Love is sweet debt of life”,
I love you now and until I die...

The charm on face & smile on lips,
I take you in arms & hide in sweet dreams.
Stop not these b'ful eyes, today if they shy,
I love you now and until I die...

Hands on hands, step by step, come close,
Give no space to words drop in between.
Breaths brush against soft cheeks & into the ears words fly,
I love you now and until I die...

mELANCHOLy[?] LifE is liMited EditioN! ;)

Will you be in agreement, “You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel?” I signify it’s not that easy, is it? But what if I say is tunefully, “If ‘God’ is the DJ, then ‘Life’ is the dance floor, ‘Love’ is the rhythm, and ‘You’ are the music.” Yet people take life for granted and mostly the unwelcome happens when a person holds the other person’s life for granted.



Well what I deem we often start to get ahead of ourselves in life and think, “What if he breaks my heart?”, “What if he fights with me due to some misapprehensions and we break up?”, “What if it doesn’t work out this way?” etc and the game never has any answers at the occasion. It only tots up hassle about something that might not ever happen! Another high-way to smash up your love life is by bullshit. I mean your own personal walls or any games people are inclined to play during a relationship. For example I have often noticed ppl sampling to make their partner jealous, or saying things to test certain reactions, or inhibiting feelings! Life is so much easier and wonderful without it. And what’s the worst that can happen? You end up getting hurt. Is it the end of the world? No! You deal with it and move on. Why worry about something that might not ever happen, right? So you should hope for the best but set up for the worst and dwell in existing time. Whenever I start playing the “What If Game”, I just think to myself that I will cross that bridge when I come to it. Of course I can’t do anything about it now.


Sometimes what happens when someone put us in the picture about a problem, what turns out to be our reaction? Do we believe we need to solve it for the person? Do we suppose that that person’s future rests on our ability to give an opinion? That’s stepping on two boats. Just mull over what is our reaction to ourselves when we encounter a problem or when we face the prospect of assuming responsibility for ourselves? Do we believe in ourselves or others? Do we give power to people and their abilities or do we give the power to the problem? We should learn to check ourselves out. For that we must learn to think, and consider our response, before we act in response.


The counsel should be, “I’m sorry you’re having that problem. I know you can stature a solution out.” Here you mean some feelings going on and you know the person will work through them and come out the other side. Each of us is responsible for ourselves. It does not mean we don’t care. It does not mean an estrangement or
immobility of our support from others. It’s just we become skilled at loving and holding up people in ways that work. It justifies loving and supporting ourselves and designates that we hook up with friends who love and support us in ways that work. After all to believe in people, their intrinsic ability to think, feel, solve problems and take care of themselves is a great gift we can furnish and have round from others.


I expect my new life in a new world of love to be as peachy as it could be. Thanks to her, she doesn’t seem to mind me low expectations. She seems to like me with the expectations and I find myself fascinated by her. I'm babyish. I make mistakes, I am out of control and every so often hard to handle. I might come out self-seeking and protective. Even I might seem annoyed or might imply anxious at times. Please, however, don’t chuck out me that instant, because I know only you can handle me at my worst, and you always deserve me at my best.


xoxo :) :*

!!!CoCoA baking me cOnfeCtiOn@lcOholiC!!!

I, being a machine-crafts boy, can state ‘It’ that, it can be easily broken, shattered or damaged. It is delicate, brittle and frail. But it can perk up blues. The name is just enough to make your mouth water. Women like it most! Even certain media magnet has exemplified, “What a woman wants is very difficult to speculate but the answer lounges somewhere between conversation and CHOCOLATE! Yes friends, I’m talking about chocolate! Are you turning out to be chocoholic? Lol!

We all love chocolate! Of course, the reasons may show a discrepancy. Be it time for a treat, be it time for a festival, be it ring true to ask sorry, be it an occasion of jubilation, be it a birth day gift, a wedding gift or be it a time to charm your annoyed sweetheart and draw a cute smile on her lips, a box of chocolate is the simplest and cutest way to win over the state of affairs. It reinforces senses and changes the mood in fraction of seconds!


Even scientists have explored that eating chocolate may even help with math or at least counting. A study reported in 2009 showed that people did a better job of counting backwards in groups of three after they had consumed a hot cocoa drink containing large amounts of a compound found in chocolate. Really, it’s an attention-grabbing theme. Isn’t it? Lol!


I'm overindulged in a sweet, streamlined chocoholic theme today and I long for profess, “It’s she who awakes the feeling of an exquisite premise!” and sometime I meditate, “‎If I were the chocolate which brings ecstasy to ppl but can’t hang on without end, would I’ve been able to clutch on to someone’s heart?”

! nO TIME FOR LOVe !

“No time for love.”- I wanted to understand what was behind the tragic phrase. After trimming down, and examining, and exploring inward I embarked on to understand and see for what they actually were. Do you agree no one can change the course of your life except you? What if I say is technically only circumstances change and sometimes “The Great Principle of Sustainability” devices some people to change.

Life doesn’t subsist in good or bad. It just happens. The affaires or incidents cannot be controlled. But of course we can control how we can organize them. We can tolerate an unenthusiastic moment to conceal us from enjoying our period on earth or can prefer to let us become conscious that life is short and we must take pleasure from its beauty horde.
Life is a beautiful gift and it’s up to us how we are going to craft it. Who said
if every one is happy with you then you are compromising with all? You are just cooperating with them. Each smile is liability of life and every tear is arrears. On balance love is sweet debt of life.In Shakespeare’s words, “As if appetite grows by what you feed on.”

AGREED! It’s easier said than done! But we can exercise on it. As all knows exercise causes secretion of endorphins and endorphins make us happy! Lol! Rather than wasting seconds, minutes, hours, days, months and years with regrets, grudges, or negativity and pronouncing what’s for the good and for the bad, we should permit ourselves to go neutral as in simply acknowledging things for what they are and what need go on will crop up in due course… right?

Take chances! Tel the truth! Learn to say no! Spend all your money! Sing out loud! Take revenge! Apologize! Fall in love! Feel a first kiss! Get to know someone! Say “I love you”! Tell some one how much he/she means to you! Let one know much you care for him/her!

I want to live my life not judging the upshots or any consequence but will follow my heart and simply live though every event that enters my life to the chock-full. As certain someone had once told me, “How nice it would be when we will create a world full of love where whoever comes will get love and respect... a beautiful world made by us where everyone is welcome!”

Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and don't doubt your beliefs. Life is a sweet secrecy to solve not a trouble to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live..!!

The Blue Vista

Hello friends! A busy schedule held me off my blog for a few days.However, although I'm late to wish, I wish to all, “Happy Independence Day! Jai Bharat!”

Last Friday my friends had a finicky evening at beach with a bucket of zestful grilled chicken, indulged in soft beverages and succeeded formulating apt comments on the non-living and the real walking talking beauties as well! Oops! I told what? ;) Fairly unlucky me not being a part of that outing. But, now let’s get back to what I’m lucky for (and if you eyeball on my life, you’ll get that in-joke! Lol! ).

I stay in a small coastal town and therefore bonded to sea right from my boyhood! I had loved walking on the beach to the sound of the sea with my father. The exciting calls of the seabirds and their taking wing to high altitudes baring a picturesque-testament over the blue vista were sufficient enough to animate a kid like me.

Now as time passed I’m a little apart from my Dear Sea. I feel it wonderful spending time near beach, however, especially during the summer. On 27th june this summer I had been to beach and I loved it, walking on an entire field of sand with my Special Person. It appeared overwhelming having the Blue Sea as front garden, bouncy sand ranging beneath bare feet and cold breeze brushing against our bodies.
Honestly, that morning is a sweet memory for me for forever. The sun was so bright in the sky caused her eyes to go shielded and each touch of wind through her hair generated a charm on her face. It's amazing when you work together with your Honey. How many brainwaves manifest! As it was a beach theme, we decided to build a sandcastle and started conceive ideas. Lol! It may seem so childish but together we hoarded a whole heap of ecstasy! We cropped up sweet reminiscence for us.

I love my Sea and its way of touching my life. It is the spectator of my life, the idea of the unexpected surprise and that’s why ppl say ‘out of the blue’! It inspires me. I never comprehend how God has managed to create such a variety in nature! Life inspires me, so I try to capture maximun part of it. It might be something that gave me a clue, but again big thanks to that special person who makes me realize its constructive consequence each and every moment.

Thank you a lot dear!!!

AqUeOus RejOice

Ppl say, “If the sky were always blue, we would never know the cleansing of the rain.” As a kid I never liked rain, might due to the thunders! Lol! But when I was in STD 3 for the first time I approved rain as father got me a raincoat and it made me crazy to flush in heavy rain. Then comes the college in teenage, I loved my long drives with a group of friends by enjoying the rain, wide road and whenever it drizzled hot pakoda and the 5 rupees wayside coffee was must!

As time passed the rain has changed its custom. I had read in some novel that the First Rain brings around the romantic person in you. I want to walk in the rain hand in hand with that ‘Special someone’ not worrying about the world .Then sitting in wayside Parks and sitting next to each other hand in hand under an umbrella. I want to feel a sense of freedom to run around with the one and without caring a damn about anything.

Even I feel like nature talks to me, I just need to understand its gesture! Thunders wishing me and the wet roads with bushy trees either way of the roads are talking to each other by its extended branches. The doughy green grass with droplets of water on it allures the vision and the aroma of moist sand drives me totally fantastic. Finally the sweet envious Nature affirms me, “God has crafted me no less aesthetic than the one you are in love with!” ;)

The missing piece of word that i need to complete my thought is exactly like the sunshine behind the clouds [...]

Debasis...

Love you forever

My heart…

My eyes…

& my heartbeats…

Only they know whats going on beneath the thick and smooth blankets of my soul…

Can’t name you… Can’t frame you… but yet you are immortal & powerful enough to dwell in the universe forever and beyond forever…

Loads of love and kisses :*

My dil goes mmm

It is said that when you want something desperately in your life, the whole universe conspires in helping you to achieve it. But does it actually happen? I wish this all made sense. Not having you here with me just makes me go weak in the knees. But even though we are miles apart I can feel the beats of your heart.

emotional stakes ... reminding me of what I never had before and at the same time I don’t want to over-react too .Because I just want God to bless me in all my endeavours and to take care and be with the one I want him to everywhere. I’m in great loss of words because words can’t express what I’m feeling in the core of my heart. You have given me the strength to believe and to hope, however.



....I just know that my feelings are so pure and deep. My heart feels a need to fly to you. I wish it could... really!
Loads of love and kisses [...]